Happiness is not equal to Joy.

I know I have already posted this song, but it's one of my favorites that I get something new out of everytime...

Now there is a joy inside I can't contain,
But even perfect days can end in rain
and though it's pouring down,
I see you though the clouds
shining on my face.

Circumstances.

"People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You"

- Bring the Rain by Mercy Me

Just a follow up of what I talked about on Wednesday Night, I believe everything happenes for a reason, so I don't think circumstances should change who I am forever in Christ. The circumstances in my life could have completely altered my life and the way I live it, but I follow and trust through all the circumstances, If trials are how I gain a better and more understanding relationship with Christ then bring on the rain.

Being Silent, and Knowing he is God.

I don't think I have ever been more excited to read a book in my whole entire life!!! I finished chapter 5 of Integrity by Dr. Henry Cloud... Chapter 6 is Building Trust Through Vulnerability... sounds like this could be a rough chapter for me....